I seriously think there's a need to update my blog :x

So dead since dk when! last yr -.-
Many things past. Be it CNY and People's birthdays!

Happy Birthday Elysia! :D
Happy Birthday Weijia! :D
Happy Birthday Benjamin! :D
Happy Birthday Nancy! :D
Happy Birthday Millicent! :D
Happy Birthday Shuwei! :D

did i miss anyone out? :x
if i did, tag me den i'll edit! :D

now its common test :/
grrr. failing tests again and again.
i studied. i tried my best.
but ppl just cant be satisfied idk why.

CO, was damn embarrassing ok.
i cant play.
i tried my best but tcher still commented on us.
Sectionals dont help either.
tcher was like saying, its not surprising for your to get scolded.
its like im alr feeling really upset and she threw one bucket of cold water on me.
and she asked us not to disgrace her too. Well, i'll try not to. I've alr made up my mind to practice on tuesdays. :/ which meant aft my lesson at 4, i'd to practice again. and tht would mean i will reach home at 7+ ):
but i guess sacrifices are essential. i dont want to burden the co and let them have COP or what bcos of me! i will work hard, and aim towards gold! we can do it!

maybe tht's th reason sometimes i dread gg to CO.
i cant practice at home too.
Time is precious. studies and homeworks alr filled up most of my time.
guess i really did to buck up! i dont want to flunk my exams too..

Im so busy everyday. i cant afford to be late as well.
no time for lrc. Sec 3 life is so stressful.
i wrote abt how to deal w stress in my chinese cmt.
but i cant even overcome th pressure myself.
flunked my class test of hcl as well.
i've nv failed before. :/ i cant blame th tcher cos i think its not her fault.
so it all goes down to, im a failure.

Am i to drop hcl? aft studying it for like so many yrs? :/
and, so many things happening at th same time. My pace cant keep up w it.
i guess th only way out is to work hard. And i will!
Will post pix aft cmt :D